SO scary. I have 1 week and even though I am beyond ready, I am not. Work and the holidays have been a whirlwind so far and it's been hard to keep everything in order, so I basically haven't. Which is weird- I am usually very organized but it's all very overwhelming.
Mentally. Emotionally. I can't wrap my head around it.
I have been working 6-7 days a week, 8 hours a day over break at an Environmental Lab and I have barely had time to even think about Australia, much less pack or call the people that need to be called and get things finished up for my trip. This other part of me feels like I need to learn to roll with the punches and not stress about it that much. At this point, I don't even have time to think about it and luckily I have been preparing so much so fae that I don't really have that much to do.
I hate last minute rushes and at the end there is always something. I have this internal battle with order and chaos. I want things to be done and accomplished and structured, but sometimes when I get overwhelmed I do the bare minimum to get by. I don't respond to every email, text or like every holiday picture on Facebook.
Now I understand the feeling of "surviving the holidays".
To finding a balance between structure and chaos.
Happy Holidays everyone!
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